maybe i'm just tired

had dinner with sarah and mike tonight. it was... fine? good even? but also kind of weird?

sarah's been on that medication (harmony) for about a month now and she just seems really... calm. which is great! she used to get so anxious about everything. like she'd stress about being five minutes late or whether she said the wrong thing at work. and now she's just. even. about everything.

we went to this new restaurant and they completely messed up her order. brought her chicken when she ordered fish. old sarah would have been so uncomfortable about sending it back. but she just smiled and said "oh this is fine too" and ate the chicken.

which like don't get me wrong it sounds great. i'm happy for her. but it's also... i don't know. it doesn't feel like sarah? sarah HATES chicken. i just feel like she usually would have said something.

mike says he's thinking about starting harmony too. his doctor recommended it.

i'm probably just being weird. change is good. people should be less anxious.

right?