what the fuck

i need to write this down RIGHT NOW before i forget.

just woke up from the most vivid dream i've ever had in my life. not even a dream. something else.

there was a symbol. a cross but not a normal cross. geometric. precise. the arms were different lengths. circles at the ends of each arm. a perfect square in the center.

it was spinning. rotating in 3D. i could see every angle. every measurement. and i KNEW - the way you know things in dreams - that this shape was important. that it was DOING something.

it wasn't just floating there. it was... active? alive? i don't have the words.

my hands are shaking.

i got up and drew it. or tried to. i'm not sure i got it exactly right but it's close.

i've never drawn something from a dream this clearly before.

where did this come from?

WHY did i dream this?